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Procrastination...
Mar. 1st, 2006 10:54 am... it's the killer.
While I'm glad I don't need to finish my essay by next Monday as opposed to Friday (Teacher bumped the due date), I can't get the motivation to work on anything. I think the suck from December Break and the subsequent being left alone for an entire month thing really sapped my motivation. Seriously. I'm tired of my folks but if I even voice my concerns, I have no doubt in my mind dad'll fly off the handle in his quiet yet intense manner and give me a suitcase.
He blames mom for not letting us go when we turned Eighteen. I've always known he wanted us out of the house, me and Kyle to be independant. But darn it dad, this is the new millennia, not fraking 1970. It's not the era of throwing your children onto the street unprepared. It's not unnatural that we still live with you, don't have girlfriends or a better steady income or finished College. It's not unnatural its NORMAL. And it freaking does not mean that we are immature!
Sigh.
I really need to work on the essay but I'm too tired from this whole thing. Every time I turn around its wall-to-wall parental unit problems. Instead I want to go home early... and watch Bleach. And Rozen Maiden. And Mai Hime and Otome. Just watch anime.
Yeah. I'm pissed. And I can't find the motiviation I had in the Fall Term.
While I'm glad I don't need to finish my essay by next Monday as opposed to Friday (Teacher bumped the due date), I can't get the motivation to work on anything. I think the suck from December Break and the subsequent being left alone for an entire month thing really sapped my motivation. Seriously. I'm tired of my folks but if I even voice my concerns, I have no doubt in my mind dad'll fly off the handle in his quiet yet intense manner and give me a suitcase.
He blames mom for not letting us go when we turned Eighteen. I've always known he wanted us out of the house, me and Kyle to be independant. But darn it dad, this is the new millennia, not fraking 1970. It's not the era of throwing your children onto the street unprepared. It's not unnatural that we still live with you, don't have girlfriends or a better steady income or finished College. It's not unnatural its NORMAL. And it freaking does not mean that we are immature!
Sigh.
I really need to work on the essay but I'm too tired from this whole thing. Every time I turn around its wall-to-wall parental unit problems. Instead I want to go home early... and watch Bleach. And Rozen Maiden. And Mai Hime and Otome. Just watch anime.
Yeah. I'm pissed. And I can't find the motiviation I had in the Fall Term.
