Oh Dear Not Again

[drunkenpandaren]

So Saturday rolled around again and mom is giving one of her lectures. This time she's nearly in tears and saying "If I Die" again. Those hated HATED words. I FUCKING HATE IT when she says those things. Cause it makes me feel guilt and motivation through guilt always ends badly.

As such, I need a job. Any recommendations F-list? I'll do anything short of McDonalds.

EDIT: She's crying about where she went wrong, convinced she did. I don't think she did. She raised two warm, open, caring young men who while despite their flaws, are some of the best damn kids she's ever had. We may not be one of those Western families who turn their kids loose once they reach 18, but at the same time, they're kind, understanding and even when their patience is worn thin via one thing or another, they're always there for us.

I think mom's seriously underestimating how much I care for her right now in her time of stress. It would explain why she's all D: at me right now.

Comments

[custom-magnum.livejournal.com]

Well, if there are any home improvement/internet/whatever companies around your area, you can try doing either door-to-door or telemarketing for them. Sure, the jobs suck, but hey, not McDonalds.

Granted, where I am it's hourly, and a lot of places do that on commission, so that's an issue as well, but at least you have something to work on checking out.

[shaungarin.livejournal.com]

Hopefully, I'll have to look around for them at any given rate.

[akino-ame.livejournal.com]

Wish I could offer suggestions, but I'm in a similar hole. Mom's been on Dad's case forever. At least with me, she's seen all the bullshit I've gone through with the school system to try and even get my stuff approved.

[shaungarin.livejournal.com]

Yeah. She wants me to go door to door later. Hopefully it'll work out somehow.