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drunkenpandaren ([personal profile] drunkenpandaren) wrote2010-04-20 08:41 am

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So everyone knows that I've been having trouble coping with my dad's visits, simply by virtue that he's going to pick a fight with mom hands down. As such, I'm slightly leery with his visit today because I KNOW my supply of pacifism will run out if he picks another fight with mom, and I'll be sorely tempted to dip into my daily supply of violence. Gdi I need that supply of violence for Warcraft!

I must also be the worst puzzle solver in the history of mankind because I cannot for the life of me, figure out the simple Rock Pushing Puzzles in Ice Cave on the way to Blackthorn City. Honest to god. I KNOW NOTHING. I need a goddamn map for that place.

Started playing Lyra and I like her. Though I'm unsure if I want to make a journal for anime Lyra than just the gameverse. Not too sure how many people would accept an extended fanon history outside of my own game.

I also need a better supply of music too. I'm listening to the same songs over and over and it's getting tiresome.

To top it all off, I woke at 7:30 this morning. It is now 8:38 and all I've had is cold coffee. Maybe I should go out for breakfast.

To top it off, I'm just not feeling Never Was anymore. Stitch has quieted down and I'm sort of loathe to post with Terra. I might cut to my loudest muse which is Moogle and even then I only make like one post every two weeks. Planeocracy might have the right idea with me having only one character to play with. Even if people insist on trolling Estelle hard.

[identity profile] akino-ame.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe you should try to get out for the day--get away before your dad pisses you off.

[identity profile] shaungarin.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Sadly I'm expected to be here at home before he arrives, due to the fact that he needs paperwork, I need to instruct him on what's going on, etc etc.

Sigh. I hate being the responsible one.

[identity profile] akino-ame.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Ugh, that sucks.

Maybe you should try getting out after? Because you're going to need to clear your head.

[identity profile] shaungarin.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 02:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I'll have to. Cooped up all day and having to spend it with dad is NOT fun.

I'll probably head out for a while between 2 to 5 and see if I can't relax a little. Not much to do in Lacombe but I don't feel like going to Red Deer. Maybe drive to Cranna Lake and take a walk around the park.

[identity profile] akino-ame.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Damn connection.

Anyway, as I was trying to say before it crapped out on me, you should definitely do that. It doesn't do to wind up with burnout again.

[identity profile] shaungarin.livejournal.com 2010-04-20 04:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, and being driven insane is not good for my self esteem either.

Hmm... he's late.