drunkenpandaren: (Foamy)
It's barely noon and my day has been complete and utter shite. It is like punishment from God since I got up this morning and it hasn't stopped one bit to give me a moments peace before I completely lose it. Really, I am worked up, tired, angry, frustrated and it never stops screwing up.

Not only do I have a terrible headache and headcold, but the stress is mounting day by day in order to find work. If I could get work I could but I can't do anything unless I get a call back. I've submitted my application to a lot of places over the last few weeks and I haven't heard from anyone at all which is upsetting. Even more upsetting is that ma is apparently on the frickin warpath today, calling me useless on top of things and lazy.

Yeah, way to be supportive ma. Really. Just go ahead and say things that hurt my feelings, never apologize for it and feel like you're the victim here. Fantastic you should win an award for that.

I dunno, between this, the DDOS absolutely ruining my entire mood for RP for the last MONTH to say the least of the snails pace Spamalot turned out to be, I just want to get out of the house and do something constructive. However I already DID THAT this morning, and now I'm stuck in front of the comp again.

Kyle's coming home to what I figure is going to be a shitstorm since he also forgot his medication here at the house. He's totally buggered if he doesn't have it so he has to come back. Or I go there. But after ma's angry ANGRY tirade this morning I'd rather just give a metaphorical middle finger and not go anywhere.

Sigh.

What a clusterfuck this day has been and its only Tuesday. Goddamn really. Makes me want to drink harder sometimes.
drunkenpandaren: (No Snake Think Harder)
Set about to write a post for today and wound up redoing the layout of my journal. I guess I was sick and tired of not having a active bar at the top of it. In any rate, new layout. Yeah, nice. Just added text to one of my shops and it works out nicely.

On the upside, I'm skirting around danbooru safebooru why do you have to be down?!, skirting meaning NSFW material I'm trying my best to keep mum from noticing, and looking for pictures of Anna from Shaman King. I'm gonna have to shop a few icons together, nothing too fancy, but hopefully it'll come out nicely.

The sun is shining on the television so Tales of Vesperia is out for now as I can't see a damn thing. I'm just up to past Halure on a new game plus run, but the NGP only had enough GRADE for 2x EXP and pretty much nothing else. I would have started playing my extra save where I've logged over 100 hours on this game, but at the same time I've wanted to replay the entire game. So armed with pretty much nothing but 2x EXP and Titles and the DL Content, I'm slogging through it. Though I have to remember to not splurge on money. I need those 30,000 Gald Gift Boxes for later.

On a side note in terms of RP, I've joined [livejournal.com profile] planeocracy along with Mags and Knux. Playing Estelle somewhere other than [livejournal.com profile] the_love_hotel is so much more interesting, and to be honest, my interest has waned in that dressing. I don't think I'll be getting to that RP in a while despite owing tags that are now two days old. I dunno, I just can't seem to get Estelle to work anymore there right now. It's very strange. The same thing happened to Terra; she refuses to post there now even if it's just a hilarious CR post.

So that makes three games I'm back in again, [livejournal.com profile] planeocracy, [livejournal.com profile] trans_9 and of course [livejournal.com profile] rpgthatneverwas. I'm starting to feel a whole lot better now so I'll probably make a fun Never Was tag that isn't holiday specific. And by Friday we're going to be dealing with [livejournal.com profile] corinth_rp's big event.

A couple of fics are on my mind right now, three to be precise. Two are from the Clone Wars series, Clone Wars: Shippuden and Clone Wars: Transformers. Which I suppose technically makes one. The second one on my list is more The Day When The World Ended in which I think I'm going to write a NGE version of this focusing on people's lives from 2nd Impact and onward. The third final fic is The Onyx Incident but I need to figure out how big of a mess that's going to result in before I continue it. At the moment, I'm also considering work on My Dad, The Hero which is a Superhuman Samurai Syber-Squad fic set during Power Rangers S.P.D.

I've canceled City of Heroes at the moment, just to get my financial state up as I look for work. The local hospitals are in serious lack of positions right now that I can apply for, so I'm stuck. I don't want to go to Calgary to work as a PORTER of all things, but if it finally happens, it happens. Currently I'm playing Star Trek Online, but that's also due in part that I've got a free month and it's pretty awesome. I can't help but state Shields Up! when I do drop down on an enemy with all phaser banks and photon torpedoes firing. And of course WoW is on the backburner for now. I really don't feel like playing right now even with two back to back holidays. I'm not much of an Achievement Whore anyhow.

One last thing: I've been working on a explantion of magic, specifically focused around W.I.T.C.H. and I'll toss it up here for reference. So far I've got the five primary elements finished, and going to tackle the rest. I suppose this requires a tl;dr cut at any rate.

So in short, finding a job sucks, playing too many games, fics are consuming my life, and I can't seem to RP in the Love Hotel anymore. I'm going to call this 3 out of 5.

my first tl;dr cut )

PS: Transformers Music and Star Trek 2009 music in the same playlist is godly for writing fics to, and just relaxing to.
drunkenpandaren: (Pwnt)
I've been working on getting a job before the end of February but it's such an uphill battle. I've submitted my application online and everything but there's jobs with my qualifications IN PROVINCE and what does it say? "Qualified Internal Applicants Only". FFFFF.

Why I don't go and get a retail job locally is beyond me. I keep doggedly trying to get a job in medical.

Dropped

Jan. 9th, 2010 05:55 pm
drunkenpandaren: (SoNotAmused)
I'm dropping Atlantus. Basically they're getting me down on Batman doing Batman-like things and Dante being too OP for listing every power he's used so far.

Not worth the hassle or crap.

FFFFFF

Nov. 19th, 2009 04:27 pm
drunkenpandaren: (SoNotAmused)
Damn. I shoulda realized that the Auto-Backup program was running when I deleted all of that anime and movies and pictures. I lost most of it. Nanoha, Medabots, Bakugan, the whole nine yards.

Can't even system restore to get those files back. They're gone.

Well, you win some you loose some.
drunkenpandaren: (RAAAAAAEEEG!)
Got a rejection notice from [livejournal.com profile] xi_rpg. To be honest? I'm not mad at all about being rejected. Considering how over the top Jack is, I'd be damn surprised if he was actually accepted.

At least now I can relax, knowing how it went through.

Though I have to now wait for the application for Pokeology and Axiom to finish. Seriously, what the hell people. Speed up just a TAD. That way I can relax for a while.

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