Job woes

Jul. 20th, 2017 01:10 pm
akinoame: (Hina: Wish)
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Never heard back from the job I interviewed for, nor for the job that actually got back to me about possible interview. Applying to a new crop today.

Once again, I feel utterly hopeless and wonder what's the point in doing all this if I'm never going to get out of this shitty job and poor county. There's that annoying voice in my head saying, "Just go to grad school and you'll have more doors open!" and I want to stab it dead because I can't gather up the money or the recommendations in order to go.

Basically, I go back to work on Monday and I'm already spiralling into another depressive mood.

I almost forgot what that felt like

Jul. 9th, 2017 05:05 pm
akinoame: (J: Bananas)
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I'm bored today. I did everything I needed to while recovering from this stomach problem. Or there's stuff that I still don't trust myself to do.

It's weird. Admittedly, I could read another book or I could write, but I'm trying to ration my books right now and I'm not finding the spark to write while I'm feeling buggy.

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